So a guy online asked me to date him. I can’t say I didn’t consider the idea of someone in my life but I know he just wanted the sexual stuff. He’d be waiting an awfully long time.

Shit’s been going bad like I dunno what lately and I’m dealing with it alone except for my mom and a couple people online. But Facebook has suddenly sparked a weird interest in me. One person offered to come visit me and take my mind off things and I just got done talking to another girl privately who suggested I vacation across the country and she’d show me around some time. Apparently she’s in my age bracket but people tend not to appreciate her for her and use her after she pours her heart into the relationship.

Of course there’s me not opening up to her right off cos what do I say? “I’m a very slow person. Mind getting tested before we go years without sex until I’m ready? K, thx!” Stuff best saved for a later time, if ever.

Probably not even into me like that and just being nice.

Thanks to those who sent me messages. Well, not “those” cos it was only one person. But a very cool one person so it’s all good. I’ve spent so much time on FB lately that I thought I’d post here to save talking about FB people on, well, FB.

Fuck it.

Eventually I’ll be making a new Tumblr account so I can disconnect myself from Johnny and any of his friends. I’ll add the people I feel are safe to add when I get things done. Sorry to those I don’t add but I want nothing to do with him or all the history crap he constantly pushed me aside for and replaced me with.

So many Tumblr people love Johnny so much, make sure you know the real him before you comfort him. As if you’d support someone who breaks your heart, comes back and makes fake promises and then breaks your heart again like it’s no big deal. See how you guys like being an experimental relationship. Let him tell you he’s at fault so the support falls on him and he looks like the one who got hurt.

I was curious about the who readm0re fuss so I looked at tags. Seriously? Someone posting like 100 of the same pic in a post that goes on forever? And the blog that’s reblogging readm0res to teach lessons? Give me a break. I see readm0res as “this post is long and boring so I’m putting it in here.” Like a LiveJournal cut. Not a “this post is personal and private.” Tumblr isn’t private so that would be a lame reason to use the feature.

Tumblr also doesn’t care if you get threatened or harassed. They tell you it happens and to deal with it yourself or block the person, which isn’t even real blocking cos they still see everything you post. Total flaw since internet harassment is illegal. The idea of taking someone’s posts in copy/paste form (not reblogging) seems wrong without permission. Reblogging it just comes with the territory, though. Would be neat to have a “no reblog” option on certain posts but people could just copy/paste.

But, yeah. People always need a thing to support, fight or spam along with.

My username can easily become very humiliating. I mean, all it takes is one curvy little letter at the start and suddenly it’s “Hey, SockGal!”

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